2 Fabulous Years!

FABULOUS RED has just turned 2!

::LEON HA::

Comes Another Wave

After the exhausting two weeks marathon of Down Memory Lane, Hari Koperasi & Sports Day, another wave has risen and hit me again! Darn! I got so many things queuing up waiting for me to attend to. They are: Koperasi Meeting Minutes, Koperasi Annual Report, Finance Club Annual Report, English Essay, Mathematics Homework, Additional Mathematics Questions, Biology Assignment, Biology Correction and so much more. I just hope I am in time to cope with them all.

Oh. I know I am late but sorry I really do not have time to upload recent photos coinciding (yea. most of the events really happen simultaneously). I have the Down Memory Lane, Hari Koperasi & Sports Day pics yet every second does not permit me to do that. I am nearly suffocating until I tried to compelled myself to escape from the ailing study atmosphere out to grasp some refreshing air. XD.

By chance I found this snap shot I took from Ohana camp last year. Yea. Suddenly I crave the insouciance once again I savour. It was a really nice experience. At least by looking at the greens, I got to forget some tensions and pressures that shrouders me daily.

I know Sometimes in life, we cannot be running and moving all the time. There are some places and some times, we should slow down our pace and have a look around the panorama that gestures us with great pleasure! Resting enables one to move even further!

Have a nice day people!

::LEON HA::

Super Duper

It has being a super duper week for me and for most of the Highians. First, we need to rectify our waking hours perhaps from 9 am to 5.30 am! Yea. School reopens. Darn. The school gestures us with the stacks of examination papers flowing back! Argh. So much for an ave.

My results drop a little this time only my chemistry which I dump in so much effort yet I still got a B! What the Heck! Alright. At least still not a C or below. Fine. Pull up my socks next time. I know. And that has being the advice I give to myself as an excuse. Sigh.

Tuesday I sat for my driving law and finally what a 17 year old teen crave item is in my hand! DRIVING LICENSE! Yeap! I pass my driving! Thank God. And if you read the preeciding post, the driving exam coincide with my Koperasi meeting. For Heaven sakes, I got the first slot in which I managed to sit for my driving exam before lunch hour and got to attend my very last ALK Koperasi meeting! Cheers! I am so on cloud nine when things just work out perfectly!

Wednesday was just an ordinary day until yesterday. All of a sudden all Highians, teachers and students were transformed into agitated interior designers – turning every corner of the school into something spacious and beautiful! Yea. Thanks to the fire that razed the school last year, the school board of management has come out with the “Down Memory Lane” master plan to help raise fund for the school. Yea. And students are the victims and the MAIN HUMAN POWER of course. Sigh. I really sympathise those prefects, dashing up and down. They are really brisk workers! XD. Exclude me of course XD.

Financial Club exhibition was artistically and beautifully done! Thanks to all my members! I am really elated at the compliments received from the teachers! Thank you guys! Daniel has being the great leader. Pauline and Cindy have never fail to give me unfailing support. The other members also did fantastically well too! Haha. I am really impressed that you guys can produce something that nice in a jiffy! Thank you!!

Alright. The school’s being totally not a school at all for this week, just for the sake of 20 June (tomorrow) event. Wish everything could run well and keep fingers cross that we could raise as much fund as possible to rebuild our school.

Tomorrow I am going to be super duper – Olympiad Math competition at UiTM, Mathematics Department Booth and Financial Club Booth! Super Man much? Whoo! Next week, Koperasi Day + Sports Day!

Darn. I can feel the fatigue ailing me insolently already. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

Buzzing Around

After coming back home from Perth, I was totally like an irksome bee buzzing around doing this and that. First, went back on Thursday for BIO PEKA. Then the other days I am busy catching up with things going on at Facebook for every free second I have. XD. Then comes driving. What the Heck! It’s so tedious especially examination is around the corner. Almost everyday I have to go to brush up my practising skill. So lame. XD.

I just wish I could quickly passed and settles the problems. You see, my test is scheduled on Tuesday which means I got to miss school (and cant get my papers back until Thursday for Biology and Friday for Physics)! Although I do not wish to see my result, at least I have a chance to see if there is any point I still could earn some bonus mark. Well, things crashes.

And so does it coincides with my koperasi meeting. 2.15 pm we are going to have a major meeting, involving all the teachers and students. Preparation for Hari Koperasi! Yea I know! As the secretary I cannot be missing in action! I know that!! Don’t remind me again!! It’s probably gonna be my last meeting with all my adorable teachers and friends! DARN IT!! I know it! Just shut up and don’t remind me of that again! You see, how much do I treasure the friendship I’ve lifted up in koperasi and… *pauses* I simply love koperasi.. Haih.

Most of my assignments are done and tomorrow afternoon I am compelled to clean my study room after my biology tuition and also my beg! It’s being left there dangling around for a month! XD. I felt so sorry for my beg sometimes. XD. Sitting there doing nil for the entire month.

Just feel a little random now, I simply realise something “Human Beings are PARADOXICAL…” duh. yesh. yesh. we. are. XD.

I hope Hari Koperasi *our last Hari Koperasi* would be a grand and a successful one and the most importantly a meaningful one. Make it yet another fantastic page throughout our life as we serve as ALK of Koperasi SMK Kuching High Bhd.! Also hoping that the Financial Club’s stall would be lucrative so all of us can reward ourselves with humongous fares! XD.

I crave a pass for my driving. Keeping my ten fingers crossed.. Good luck and God Bless!

I got a feeling things are coinciding simultaneously of all a sudden. You see, this coming Tuesday: driving exam + koperasi meeting. Following Tuesday: Hari Koperasi. Following Thursday – Sunday: Long weekend. Thanks to school’s sports day. I just have so many schedules on mind ahead! Gosh. Hanging out again with friends during sports day. Buying numerous books I spotted just now. The list goes on.

Guess I’ll rather spend the rest of the night on the bed rather than in front of my laptop. So I’ll check back soon – I do hope so with all the great news flowing in =)

::LEON HA::

Updating

Yea! I had been missing in action for more than a week. People tried to text me, hunt down for me in MSN or by phone but to no avail. Reason is – I flee to PERTH for my vacation! Haha. The one week break is really awesome. At least I got some time to relax and let go of everthing especially my result that is ailing me mentally. I was back last Sunday and I knew I had to face the tiles and piles of undone assignment.

Invoking my status in Facebook “Overlooking the piles of undone assignments…“

Frankly, it is 12.00 midnight and I am still busy in front of my laptop trying to finish assignments and complete competition things due in June!!

FOMCA Essay Competition I conquered it!!!

FOMCA Folio Competition

Additional Math Project no longer in debt with Mdm. Ting!! XD

Hari Koperasi Programme Book done.. whee!!

English Assignment mission accomplished!!

Articles for 2009 School Magazines

BM Holiday Assignment mark it done!

Standard Users Essay Competition

Down Memory Lane (20.06.09)

Biology Assignment

Less than 20% work is done and I have exactly 4 days left! I am so gonna be superman from now onwards! I need to rush here and there, painting the town red like a pyscho! I still got so much to catch up! I sometimes regret going to Perth for the entire week. Am suffer chillingly and those distressing assignments – I do not have adequate time to do them!! OMG!!!

SOMEBODY HELP ME! I PLEAD FOR 26 HOURS A DAY NOW!!!

P/s: Photos of my trip will be uploaded soon. I hope. Here’s one. The Hari Koperasi 2009 Programme Book design.

HOT FROM THE OVEN!!

Yea. I know it’s similar to last year’s Highians magazine cover. Perhaps I like that design so much that I decide to put that into the usage for my koperasi? XD. Anyway comments are definetly welcomed. I’ll update more next time.

My eyes can’t barely open now. Nites!

::LEON HA::

Worst Exam Ever

Seriously, exam has just finished today but I have a feeling this time round would be my worst exam ever. Frankly, I do not have sufficient time to prepare. Unlike last time which I had abundant of time to study during the year-end break and Chinese New Year hols here and there. And this time essays come in which I definetly am bad in. I know I need to pull up my socks but no matter how diligent I get, sometimes my brain does not have enough vacant space for all the information!

Mathematics occupies part of it, gossips and personal stuffs. There are indeed so many things need to be stored in the brain! History and Biology those memory-tasking subjects are really collapsing my brain’s neurones. I guess they have all overworked! Gosh! WTF! I know I am not a versatile student who is multi-task in so many field! I can tell you frankly I am damn interested only in:

* Mathematics

* Additional Mathematics

* General Science

* Accounting

* Koperasi

* MONEY

I had apathy towards the rest =) thats why I do not focus much and do not excel. You have to vindicate off the blame from me. I guess I was borned to be infatuated with the 6 items above. What can I do about that? Rebel against God’s arrangement and try something ridiculous? Nyeh. I AIN’T AETIS! XD. *lame excuse*

Perhaps I’ll just wish to blabber out all my unease and irksome feeling that faltered me throughout these 2 weeks. I had nightmares, broken sleep, insufficient rest and lots more. Tomorrow I can’t sleep well too, 11pm gonna arrive in Perth! What the! How can I sleep then? Gosh. Guess that’s just a sudden adjustment to my life.

Fine, back to packing.. XD Just a HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone of you out there! XD

::LEON HA::

1st Term Examination

You know that the school is enveloped by pin-drop silence and just the cacophony of the bell that sounds every 35 minutes, the teachers dashing from classes to classes and some carrying stacks of papers. Yea. And for the past few weeks, students were all busy hustling around with thick reference books and compelling themselves to complete all undone assignment in order to hand them in on time. They are all the silhouette that indicate that examination is just around the corner.

This happen after Labour Day in KHS…

So you know this blog is going offline until 28 May and so as all other teen surfers’ hotspots like Facebook. Tata! Good luck to me in the examination! XD

::LEON HA::

it has being a year..

Time advances that now it’s almost a year grandma left me. Uncle Thong phoned now inquring when is the date according to the Lunar Calender Ah Ma left us. At that instant, the sadness which I made every great painful effort to bury it has suddenly popped out so naturally and I sighed at how relentlessness time elapsed and for almost a year, I had not shouted out loudly Ah Ma. That day in Grandpa’s house, I was having lunch in the kitchen when I suddenly reminisced grandma’s cooking, her porridge, her dishes and everything she cooked for the entire family! I damn miss her porridge, her fares and everything! My tears were merely falling. Sigh. I guess time passes but I still preferred I got stucked in the time when I spent together with Ah Ma.

Since the departure of hers, I kept on dreaming her. For the first few months, I was so looking forward to everytime I dreamt about her. It is sort of like a psychological comfort for me. At least in my dreams I can spent my time with Ah Ma although it is temporary and virtual. I woke up the very next day with streaming tears. I know I miss her! I miss her a lot! Yet nothing could buy her back to the Earth!

I only plead that scientists could come up with a time machine. I wish to travel back to time to meet Ah Ma. Or God, I beg you, please return me my Ah Ma! I know we need her a lot. She’s the greatest, not for then and now but she has influenced us for so long.

At an empty aisle,

as i stroll along,

i miss grandma, i could feel her,

i could hear her.

But i just wanna see her

and talk to her non-stop

before finishing off with

I LOVE YOU!

Thanks for everything!

~sigh~

::LEON HA::

A Battle Within

I know I am clenching on so many things that sometimes I ought to let go. The moment I let go, I need to battle against the dilemma within. I cannot afford to be left behind as each second of life elapses and having insouciance in life is so as equatic as the statement before. I know I want them all but I really have to battle agains the ailing dilemma. The battle within falters me sometime and somehow.

I know the problem originates from me, my attitude and my style and everything about me. However, as people say, environment shapes a man. No doubt that most of my characters are shaped by my surrounding.

I am constantly battling within whenever I see something that will incur me into something I hate dealing with. In fact in life, I need to battle against minute stuffs (I know how minute they are) but still I constantly wish to be a radiant guy. Relentlessness may be the resolution, but what can I do? Consult a psychologist? Nuts! To me, it’s a folly act!

I know I want my things abound and the price is that to battle against the troublesome dilemma. To me, radiant is walking away after winning the battle insolently. Think about it, won’t it sometimes be a higher price than I would need to pay?

Such as the trade of a true friendship? The exchange for family ties? The lost of forever insouciance and tranquility for the soul and physical? Or even nil towards at the end of the day?

Again, it’s a battle within I must WIN. That’s the attitude. Winning is everything. That’s why. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

I am freakishly missing all the heat, the waves, the thrills and the insouciance of this place! A place I could find a peace in mind… I just wanna have a weekend at the beach, just myself and a nice book.. away from the bustling and rustling city. Just ONE day please… i plead silently…

~sigh~

::LEON HA::