Can you still remember you were once the jumpy pumpy little kid fooling around in secondary school when you first step in Secondary One? The one that has no worries and just love to make friends, venture into new adventure as we unveil the next chapter of our life.

Jumpy pumpy me was all around in the school cooperative movement throughout the five years, providing faithful and unfailing service to the school. When the school began this year, little did we know that despite all those reluctance, we are soon to bid goodbye again to our school. However, we were still overtaken by the fun and chill with friends, the hyperactive moment in co-curricular. Never ever it flashes our mind that 14 December was so fast, or should I say rapid like thunder.

We went through so many stuff this year especially for Highians. We were the pioneer to organise Kuching High’s Down Memory Lane – our school open day. Never before our seniors did that and all we could do was seek advice around. That was indeed one major challenge we had this year in co-curricular.

People changes. Yup. So friends change sometimes, from time to time. Unpredictable is the word. You might not realise that but for once we could be so close and nice and the next moment something might have prop out. Yet, I know that we are still clenching on the friendship, a bond that we hope it could lasts.

Examinations are definitely our worst nightmare. It plunges us straight to hell when teachers kept on reminding us about SPM or The Malaysia General Certificate of Education. We knew how essential that papers were. Perhaps the jumpy pumpy part of us that still exists within our deep heart core. We were sometimes like ‘Never mind, there is still essential time for revision’. Little did we know that procrastinating was a bad thing, yet we were like daredevils going against time.

5 years is a long time. If you were to ask me to blabber them all out once, I might not be able to do so for so many things coincided and occurred. However, 5 years of High School life has definitely taught me something beyond what is found in our syllabus. High School taught me more about SELF-DISCOVERY, FRIENDS, LIFE and many more. In fact, I guess it is infinity.

For friends, I do hope we can clench onto our friendship and make it lasts forever. We have ventured through hardships and odds together and I sincerely wish that we could carry on with it until the rest of our life. As for rivalry, I have decided to cast it aside, after all we are now all separated.

As for teachers, some dearest teachers who have taught me, I sincerely thank you from my deepest heart. Some of upper secondary teachers who are kind enough to walk pass my life and touch me, they are like Mdm. Lee Wai Fong, Mdm. Ting Yee Ung, Dr. Lau Bee Yian, Mdm. Ting Tieu Wei, Ms. Lim Yee, Mr. Chen Fong Hin, Mr. Eng Bung Chai, Mdm. Hu Sing Min and Ms. Ko Hui Ing. Not forgetting my junior level teachers such as Mdm. Nazrah Maruf, Mdm. Sutinah Mohd. Tahir, Mdm. Tay Moh Teng, Mdm. Chin Chei Vun, Mdm. Norayati Ahmad and lots more. As for some teachers who ain’t so good, once again, also thank you for teaching us, despite you might not be so good. XD

At last, 14 December 2009 marks the end of SPM and also the end of my high school life in Kuching High. Although tears did not fall, little do I know I am reluctant to bid goodbye to the school. However, people has to move on to the future and we cannot always stay putt at where we are. Looking forward to a brighther future is what my school wants all of us to do, and we are doing that.

Anyway, the epilogue closes well with all of us graduating from high school with a proud title called…

EX-HIGHIANS!

ONCE A HIGHIAN, FOREVER A HIGHIAN.

::LEON HA::

I know I was absolutely procrastinating. The Finance Club Gathering was back in August and I only update them now. So sorry. And my blog was so still and dead. Every day I thought of accessing the Internet and update my blog but to no avail. Thanks to my trial exam. No choice. Study. Study. Study. Study. Blah =p. Sick of it.

Yup. Everyone all time’s favourites – Pizza XD

The famous pepperoni pizza! Yummy! I L.O.V.E. this one =)

Whenever there is a new techno stuff, there is Pauline! Haha

Oh well, finally a year of hard work and diligent effort for the school Finance Club pay off! And since I handed my post over to Yen Ru officially during the club AGM, my sweet time of being the club’s president and my journey in the school co-curricular draws to an epilogue.

Co-curricular taught me the three stages of life:

1. Initially, when you first join a club, you would be lifted with high spirit, high hope and you are absolutely committed. It is also at this stage you make more friends and increase your boundary in life.

2. This stage you begin your struggles. You feel so stressed out by your work besides academic pressure. We all crave being a all-rounder but sometime God creates us with certain limit. Pushing to the limit causes you to show apathy towards your club. It is always true that after you reach the peak of anything, you would either plateau off or slide down. It’s proven true. =)

3. The stage of waving goodbye. At the end of the day, despite all those hardships you have ventured through throughout your 5 years, you will have a feeling of unwilling to let go. Either the sweet or the hurting memories has being craved in your heart core forever. When you flashback, you would feel so touched and proud of what you have done! Trust me. That’s true. Also, you have come to this stage of your life, it’s because you got…

… A GROUP OF UNFAILING FRIENDS AND TEACHERS …

PROVIDING YOU WITH SHELTER, LOVE, CARE AND GUIDANCE.

Teachers – for being considerate, loving, caring and guiding us throughout these years

Friends – who have being truly stand by your side and bring you through everything!

Seriously, at the epilogue of my co curricular life, I would allow tears of being touched and loved fall, as much as it wish. The tear is the silhouette a fond memory of my school life! And I am seriously enjoying my secondary life.

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.G.U.Y.S.

Till then and may our path cross again!

Friends Forever =)

::LEON HA::

It has being a super duper week for me and for most of the Highians. First, we need to rectify our waking hours perhaps from 9 am to 5.30 am! Yea. School reopens. Darn. The school gestures us with the stacks of examination papers flowing back! Argh. So much for an ave.

My results drop a little this time only my chemistry which I dump in so much effort yet I still got a B! What the Heck! Alright. At least still not a C or below. Fine. Pull up my socks next time. I know. And that has being the advice I give to myself as an excuse. Sigh.

Tuesday I sat for my driving law and finally what a 17 year old teen crave item is in my hand! DRIVING LICENSE! Yeap! I pass my driving! Thank God. And if you read the preeciding post, the driving exam coincide with my Koperasi meeting. For Heaven sakes, I got the first slot in which I managed to sit for my driving exam before lunch hour and got to attend my very last ALK Koperasi meeting! Cheers! I am so on cloud nine when things just work out perfectly!

Wednesday was just an ordinary day until yesterday. All of a sudden all Highians, teachers and students were transformed into agitated interior designers – turning every corner of the school into something spacious and beautiful! Yea. Thanks to the fire that razed the school last year, the school board of management has come out with the “Down Memory Lane” master plan to help raise fund for the school. Yea. And students are the victims and the MAIN HUMAN POWER of course. Sigh. I really sympathise those prefects, dashing up and down. They are really brisk workers! XD. Exclude me of course XD.

Financial Club exhibition was artistically and beautifully done! Thanks to all my members! I am really elated at the compliments received from the teachers! Thank you guys! Daniel has being the great leader. Pauline and Cindy have never fail to give me unfailing support. The other members also did fantastically well too! Haha. I am really impressed that you guys can produce something that nice in a jiffy! Thank you!!

Alright. The school’s being totally not a school at all for this week, just for the sake of 20 June (tomorrow) event. Wish everything could run well and keep fingers cross that we could raise as much fund as possible to rebuild our school.

Tomorrow I am going to be super duper – Olympiad Math competition at UiTM, Mathematics Department Booth and Financial Club Booth! Super Man much? Whoo! Next week, Koperasi Day + Sports Day!

Darn. I can feel the fatigue ailing me insolently already. Sigh.

::LEON HA::

Yea! I had been missing in action for more than a week. People tried to text me, hunt down for me in MSN or by phone but to no avail. Reason is – I flee to PERTH for my vacation! Haha. The one week break is really awesome. At least I got some time to relax and let go of everthing especially my result that is ailing me mentally. I was back last Sunday and I knew I had to face the tiles and piles of undone assignment.

Invoking my status in Facebook “Overlooking the piles of undone assignments…“

Frankly, it is 12.00 midnight and I am still busy in front of my laptop trying to finish assignments and complete competition things due in June!!

FOMCA Essay Competition I conquered it!!!

FOMCA Folio Competition

Additional Math Project no longer in debt with Mdm. Ting!! XD

Hari Koperasi Programme Book done.. whee!!

English Assignment mission accomplished!!

Articles for 2009 School Magazines

BM Holiday Assignment mark it done!

Standard Users Essay Competition

Down Memory Lane (20.06.09)

Biology Assignment

Less than 20% work is done and I have exactly 4 days left! I am so gonna be superman from now onwards! I need to rush here and there, painting the town red like a pyscho! I still got so much to catch up! I sometimes regret going to Perth for the entire week. Am suffer chillingly and those distressing assignments – I do not have adequate time to do them!! OMG!!!

SOMEBODY HELP ME! I PLEAD FOR 26 HOURS A DAY NOW!!!

P/s: Photos of my trip will be uploaded soon. I hope. Here’s one. The Hari Koperasi 2009 Programme Book design.

HOT FROM THE OVEN!!

Yea. I know it’s similar to last year’s Highians magazine cover. Perhaps I like that design so much that I decide to put that into the usage for my koperasi? XD. Anyway comments are definetly welcomed. I’ll update more next time.

My eyes can’t barely open now. Nites!

::LEON HA::

Seriously, exam has just finished today but I have a feeling this time round would be my worst exam ever. Frankly, I do not have sufficient time to prepare. Unlike last time which I had abundant of time to study during the year-end break and Chinese New Year hols here and there. And this time essays come in which I definetly am bad in. I know I need to pull up my socks but no matter how diligent I get, sometimes my brain does not have enough vacant space for all the information!

Mathematics occupies part of it, gossips and personal stuffs. There are indeed so many things need to be stored in the brain! History and Biology those memory-tasking subjects are really collapsing my brain’s neurones. I guess they have all overworked! Gosh! WTF! I know I am not a versatile student who is multi-task in so many field! I can tell you frankly I am damn interested only in:

* Mathematics

* Additional Mathematics

* General Science

* Accounting

* Koperasi

* MONEY

I had apathy towards the rest =) thats why I do not focus much and do not excel. You have to vindicate off the blame from me. I guess I was borned to be infatuated with the 6 items above. What can I do about that? Rebel against God’s arrangement and try something ridiculous? Nyeh. I AIN’T AETIS! XD. *lame excuse*

Perhaps I’ll just wish to blabber out all my unease and irksome feeling that faltered me throughout these 2 weeks. I had nightmares, broken sleep, insufficient rest and lots more. Tomorrow I can’t sleep well too, 11pm gonna arrive in Perth! What the! How can I sleep then? Gosh. Guess that’s just a sudden adjustment to my life.

Fine, back to packing.. XD Just a HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone of you out there! XD

::LEON HA::

You know that the school is enveloped by pin-drop silence and just the cacophony of the bell that sounds every 35 minutes, the teachers dashing from classes to classes and some carrying stacks of papers. Yea. And for the past few weeks, students were all busy hustling around with thick reference books and compelling themselves to complete all undone assignment in order to hand them in on time. They are all the silhouette that indicate that examination is just around the corner.

This happen after Labour Day in KHS…

So you know this blog is going offline until 28 May and so as all other teen surfers’ hotspots like Facebook. Tata! Good luck to me in the examination! XD

::LEON HA::

I was totally seeing red this morning. Duh. I was so innocent and I got reprimanded for no reason? What the Fuck! So it all started with the volley ball thingy thing. Just FYI, every year my school is chosen for all the volley ball competitions. XD. So the leverage of the volley ball competition, especially the final drew the attention of all students to ditch lessons and happily idling away time, cheering and supporting for their teams.

So I ditched Moral. Just for a while. When I suddenly remembered the teachers from Koperasi were hunting down from me. I quickened my pace and dashed off for the staff room to see all the teachers. Later, Mdm. Ting advised me to give the principal the letter personally.

Following instructions, I headed for the staff room and came to know that the principal was not there and the office boy told me he had marched to the hall few minutes ago! Hecks! I missed Mr. Lim. So I ran to the hall and passed him the letter.

After that, I walked pass the corner where Wei Ling and Tan Yee were on their posts, performing the duty (for prefects.. duh..). Suddenly, that Mdm. Wong, the school Asst. Principal of Students’ Affair walked past us. This is the convo that maddened me. Frankly. I still even wish she is here to read my blog!

Mdm. Wong: What are you three doing here? Are you 3 having duties? (3 referred to me, Tan Yee & Wei Ling)

ME: (honestly) No.. I was just passing the letter to Mr. Lim.. Emm. Koperasi’s stuff

Mdm. Wong: (rudely and arrogantly) I WASN’T TALKING TO YOU!

WHAT THE FUCK GOSH! How do you calculate? Me, Tan Yee and Wei Ling, exactly three person and the SECOND ago you were mentioning the trio and now you debated that you wasn’t talking to me and still in the arrogant, immoral attitude! What kind of attitude do you have?! And you are an Additional Math teacher, simple 3 person you also miscounted it?! What the?! And I do accept the apology if you.. you know say sorry by saying such harsh words on me but you didn’t which compel me to blog the dark side of KHS on blog! I was saying in such an honest and polite tone! Nuts!

Hence, you know what they say, a MONSTROUS leader spawns PROBLEMED followers. So next time if you see me behaving not like the behaviour of an ordinary perfect, vindicate off the blames as you yourself do not communicate politely and from now on, you lost your respect from me!

You deserve it! It’s better you read it! I’m glad that you would make reflection upon your own mistake. Learn your lesson! No one is perfect, so as YOU!

…still seeing red now…

::LEON HA::

LEON DA FABULOUS TURNS 17 TODAY!

I am really taken down by surprise for time elapses too fast. Another year gone! My sweet 16 is off into thin air and I am officially a 17-year-old teen! Gosh! Anyway yesterday or before I have received texts, aural wishes and comments, wishing me birthday.

It all starts with Siew Kiing. She wishes me first at Friendster, followed by Keren who repeatedly wishing me until I instantly feel like my evil chocoholic sister Keren is wishing allthe previous 15 birthday which she owes me like a debt? XD. Anyway, I think I am compelled to return Keren with a zillion of gratitude! Muah sis! XD. The wishes come in rolling unduly (I didnt mean to say the wishes are too much, I am simply touched!)

I thank Zhann for her prexie, Kiki for her icy cold hand shake (pretty spacious huh?), my koperasi gang, Cindy, Pauline and Daniel’s warm affectionate wishes, 5S1 forever friends, Dawson, Tan Yee, Eleen, Sze Tieng, Shirley, Gilbert, Eric, Zong He, Winnie etc.! What is the most touching of today is the birthday song! Gosh! I never expect they’ll give me the biggest and most touching gift throughout my whole high school life! Thanks guys! I am totally speechless and I am really clenching my tears today! I am absolutely, positively touched! I am totally speechless and muted! I do not what to say besides a bunch of thanks!

Upon switching my phone, texts keep rolling in unduly. Felicia, Karen, Cheryl, Shirley (my formal teacher from Kapit), Aunty Agnes text me conveying their birthday wishes (if not what else.. duh XD) I am so touched! I am totally exultant at what have occured throughout the day! Only thing I miss the birthday wishes from an old pal of mine – Esther currently residing in Auckland! Hehe. Esther, please take some appropriate reaction upon reading my blog. XD. *vain much*

Oh I cant believe one thing! Mdm. Ting Yee Ung sent her regards too! Muaks Mdm Ting! Haha. She’s totally like my mum. You’ll know that if you are in my class. So a teacher pet am I. XD. I am really merry today and of course all those abundants of wishes and prexies and most of all the true FRIENDSHIP I’ll cherish them forever inside the deep heart core. And this post is to tell everyone around the world that…

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS I EVER HAD!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS =)

STAY TOGETHER AND UNITED FOREVER XD

*I am totally contented of what you guys done today!!*

THEY ARE ALL FABULOUS – SO AM I!!!

Whee~

Happy 17th Birthday to me!

::LEON HA::

Oh my God! I know I dumped my blog vacant again, especially the gap between the previous 2 posts. It’s approaching two weeks and mind I remind you, the longest I had ever extended was 10 days and now I am slagging to 2 weeks = 14 days!

Since last weekend, my health was faltering, thanks to some kind of diseases that infect me but good for me I am now in the pink, sitting healthily before the laptop screen, tapping my fingers around the keyboard, penning this post for my blog. See how good am I? *vain much*

I reminisced I started this blog 2 years ago. That time I was really an active blogger who penned profusely and the updates sometime was an astonishment to myself. I could fill up to 3 posts a day. What the choc. However, as each second of my life elapses, I suddenly treat blog as something trivial and I sometimes think that blogging is something adept, so leave it for the professional. Nyeh =). Blog is simply a wonderful hideout for you to store mementos.

Form 5 life is getting from bad to worse. Every single period you would not feel like missing it as every teacher who creep in *especially into our class* would throw stacks of exercises at us. Starting with BM today, Mdm. Ting compelled us to complete an essay, 35o words or more, in 2 periods! What the choc. I managed to scam through, just scribble bits here and get some ideas where else. Randomly, I finished penning an essay which has not hit the satisfication level for me as I usually write at least 2 1/2 pages, in PBK only, don’t miss out the last part. XD.

English Dr. Lau walked in everyday, leaving some footprints behind. Gosh. Vocab assignments and grammar drills. Fortunate or not, you decide. Those pile of assignments will suffocate me to death. She boasted *sorry Dr. Lau, but I am compelled to use that term* that with her teaching, we would not need English tuitions anymore. Seriously, that’s true enough. First, you would not have adequate time. Secondly, her teaching is way awesome and sometimes like a lecturer in tertiary education level. That’s frank words from me. Dictionary becomes one of our best friend. They never fail at each attempt when you need to unlock the mysterious meaning of every single new vocab. Realise some new terms used in this post, millions of thanks to Dr. Lau although I had lots I had not managed to remember their definition.

Moral – lala. Again, Mdm. Missey is doing all those drills again. Sigh. Moral project – redo!! Why? Burnt in the fire? Seriously not. Mdm. Missey said the format has changed or something like that. As if we have much of a choice other than redo? Shit.

History – haul me straight to my sweet bed. XD. True enough. Revising Form 2 stuffs again and again, that’s why Malaysians always like to repeat the similar stuff and old stories and never forward to the future. One thing good Mdm. Lee told us this morning, “We are left with no choice. Borned in Malaysia, study this type of sejarah loh…” I agreed with her, without hesitation =).

See?! With all these distractions and setbacks blocking me from updating my blog, what can I do besides waiting for a free second and I can hurriedly on my laptop and update my blog? Friendster’s profile is dead for weeks, approaching months. Duh. I haven’t bought any new reference books for this new academic year. Dead. Help me! Schedule some time for me!

GIMME 25 HOURS EACH DAY

*even 25 hours per day ain’t adequate for me =p*

Life as a Malaysian teen – cool or uncool? you decide.

Senior year at KHS, last year wearing school uniform but facing a major exam – love it or loathe it? Your decision too.

conclusion: sighs~

::LEON HA::

这一次，我真的感到遗失了一件宝物，真的，你懊悔、你号啕大哭、你笑着、你怎么做都好，一旦遗失了它，怎么也得不回。

This time, I really felt that I lost a treasure. Frankly, no matter how regret I felt now, how loud I bawled, how positive I am or whatever action I tried to take, once it’s gone, it’ll never come back.

我还认为今年我往年的历史老师，Mdm. Pauline 还会教我，但是天公不作美，偏偏把她调走了。我真的感到了遗失的痛苦！好好的一个历史老师，怎么那笨蛋校方竟然把她给编排去别班教呢？真的是无理取闹！我讨厌！我简直恨校方恨得入骨！

I was still thinking Mdm. Pauline, my previous History teacher would continue to take my class but who knows that DAMN ASS HOLE school placed her into other class! SHIT this MAMA HOLY KHS! *my first time insulting KHS so badly but I don’t even care*. The HELL BULLSHIT whoever is in charge of allocating the subject teachers, do you know how hurt it is for every action you had taken?! How dare you switch such a good history teacher to other class! Yea I know you have the power. But so what? An old C class = The model is totally oudated lah. I did not see that your purse/wallet is a Louis Vuitton one? Watch? Gosh! My pencil box is worth more than yours! Partial of it worth more than RM 200 ok? YOU ARE JUST WHAT THE F*CK!!!

我错过了，去年她教我的时间，我常旷课、上课不专心，老爱聊天说地、不然就去会周公。我真的很懊悔和懊恼！我亲自送走一件宝物，我把它丢失了，遗失了，犹如大海捞针，再怎么捞也捞不回。我很后悔，但是能怎么办？

I really let something so treasurable gone, gone into the wind like dust. I knew I was so stupid to play traunt, not paying attention, chatting all the way or sleeping which made me feel extremely guilty and regret. I knew I lost it with intention indirectly. I lost it and I could never found it anymore as once it’s gone, it’ll never return. Sigh.

遗失了，真的得不回了。

I lost it, and it’ll never come back…

现在我想要这位老师每天指点我，一周看到她三堂简直是很荒谬。我真的是。把东西给弄丢了。。。

Now I really have to hallucinate this teacher to reprimand me everyday. Seeing her reprimanding everyday in class is a total mirage. Unless the new teacher can camouflage like her, 100% just alike. But that will only occur when I am dreaming away, off into a wonderland. I am really speechless for letting something go… Sigh.

遗失了，真的得不回了。

I lost it, and it’ll never come back…

I knew I am continually sighing, on and off but will time travel back to the time when I was in Secondary Four when my teacher can still reprimand me? Ok. I am not so greedy. Why not just revert back to the time when the school admin is rearranging the timetable, I could snap them out of their hallucination and remind that the special teacher – IS ONLY MEANT TO TEACH 5S1′S HISTORY!!! I am truly disappointed with KHS’s admin’s part. Hell Ya! My parents pay part of you guys’ salary. I don’t care if I am bossy. Yea I am spoilt so what? This is my blog = my opinion. F*ck away if you loathe listening to this XD.

::LEON HA::