ANGER

Sigh. I really feel so random and aimless writing today post. Well, start with my results, again. My parents keep on grumbling and complaining about my nosediving results and indirectly spoke to me sarcastically about all the tonnes of SHIT activities that I have participated, obviously. Sigh. In fact, I feel like bellowing straight into their ear pinnas “HEH THERE! DO YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE SACRIFICED 99% OF MY RED CRESCENT ACTIVITIES ALREADY? THE REMAINING 1% SHOULD NOT BE A BIG PROBLEM RIGHT?!“

I am also feeling like jerking “YOU KNOW HOW SAD AND MISERABLE IT IS WHEN MY FRIENDS IN SCHOOL ARE ALL TALKING BOUT PROBLEMS & SWEET MEMORIES AROUSED IN THEIR CHINESE CLUB, PREFECTORIAL BOARD AND LALA…“.

I will also end up screaming like hell to you too “IS IT OVER THE WALL FOR ME TO JOIN 2 EXTRA INACTIVE CLUBS?!“.

“WHAT’S WRONG TAKING UP MATHEMATICS WHEN I ENTERED UNIVERSITY LATER?!”

“WHAT THE HELL! YOU CRITICISE MY MATHEMATICS IS A NIGHTMARE! WHY NOT YOU OBTAINED PERFECT SCORES DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL?“

Do you know how hurt it is for a teenager to accept critics, especially those who criticise you on your good points? DUH! Don’t you know adolescence is the perfect time for us to find our true self? Damn! I can tell you what!

I know what I desire! I know what I like!

AND DON’T COMPEL ME TO DO SOMETHING I DISTASTE!

PLUS! I AM MYSELF! WHO CARES WHOSOEVER WANNA BE DOCTORS, LAWYERS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH! TELL YOU WHAT, I JUST DON’T BELIEVE I AM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION!

The inferno is still burning. Don’t you dare to touch me!

::LEON HA::