Ego can’t bring you further but stop you at right where you are now.

Though important sometimes, still never let it takes control of you.

Still the same ME, reject whatever you scorn, LOVE whatever you crave.

I’ve been thinking lots recently, ain’t I?

All the best in your SPM Examination!

*to friends worth the thoughts only*

::LEON HA::

Inspiring and Motivating

All students agree to this, especially during examinations. XD

In life, we should listen to what our heart says. That’s what the quote wishes to convey.

Sit down and think about life…

Is the life you are leading now an ideal one?

Spiritually and psychologically rich or just from the outside skin?

Sometimes it may appears through, but we know that we follow what our heart says.

So which of these you prefer? Do something you like or whatever it is stated above?

Your life, your journey and your pathway, YOU DECIDE.

Remember, as long as you are happy about it, that’s all.

Found all these quotes in Reader’s Digest January 2002 Asia Edition under the column ‘Quotable Quotes‘. More to come if I do have the time to edit those picture in Photoshop. XD

Hope they motivate and inspire you guys people!

Life’s meaningless, kick start off everyday by telling yourself, “Today I feel great! No one’s crossing my boundary!“

::LEON HA::

Masquerade

Come to think about it, life is all about being ourselves. Human beings have up to a zillion types of combination and variation – even Mathematics could not calculate how many types of people are there in the world [using permutation and combination]

And plus I blasted Ashley’s second single from her new studio album ‘Guilty Pleasure’ – Masquerade, I have made up my mind to put aside my books to scribble my thoughts at my blog.

Since we all have our own style and characters, what is the point for us to masquerade our own true self so that we could blend into others world? What’s the point? I got neither. We should not masquerade our own creditable good points and also our shameful weakness. After all, learning from mistakes is part and parcel of growing up.

Plus, we should not masquerade other people’s strengths and weaknesses too. It’s hard to achieve this since we love to masquerade other people’s strengths and expose publicly their weaknesses. After all – we are HUMANS of the 21st century. Who could alter and rectify this weakness? God knows.

Masquerading our weakness is also our weak point. We try to hide our untalented and shameful side to impress others.

That is human’s complexity.

You could help change this human’s weakness? Think about it. Perhaps if the future generation comes along with no ‘masquerade’ in their vocabulary, this world could have being a more peaceful and harmonious place for everyone.

By the way, ‘It’s Alright It’s Ok’, ‘Masquerade’ and ‘What If’ are terrific and awesome songs from Ashley’s latest album. Download them if you love to.

Oh well, just random and there is a gush of adrenaline to update my blog for today. That’s all.

Happy Holidays to everyone!

::LEON HA::

Finance Club Gathering

I know I was absolutely procrastinating. The Finance Club Gathering was back in August and I only update them now. So sorry. And my blog was so still and dead. Every day I thought of accessing the Internet and update my blog but to no avail. Thanks to my trial exam. No choice. Study. Study. Study. Study. Blah =p. Sick of it.

Yup. Everyone all time’s favourites – Pizza XD

The famous pepperoni pizza! Yummy! I L.O.V.E. this one =)

Whenever there is a new techno stuff, there is Pauline! Haha

Oh well, finally a year of hard work and diligent effort for the school Finance Club pay off! And since I handed my post over to Yen Ru officially during the club AGM, my sweet time of being the club’s president and my journey in the school co-curricular draws to an epilogue.

Co-curricular taught me the three stages of life:

1. Initially, when you first join a club, you would be lifted with high spirit, high hope and you are absolutely committed. It is also at this stage you make more friends and increase your boundary in life.

2. This stage you begin your struggles. You feel so stressed out by your work besides academic pressure. We all crave being a all-rounder but sometime God creates us with certain limit. Pushing to the limit causes you to show apathy towards your club. It is always true that after you reach the peak of anything, you would either plateau off or slide down. It’s proven true. =)

3. The stage of waving goodbye. At the end of the day, despite all those hardships you have ventured through throughout your 5 years, you will have a feeling of unwilling to let go. Either the sweet or the hurting memories has being craved in your heart core forever. When you flashback, you would feel so touched and proud of what you have done! Trust me. That’s true. Also, you have come to this stage of your life, it’s because you got…

… A GROUP OF UNFAILING FRIENDS AND TEACHERS …

PROVIDING YOU WITH SHELTER, LOVE, CARE AND GUIDANCE.

Teachers – for being considerate, loving, caring and guiding us throughout these years

Friends – who have being truly stand by your side and bring you through everything!

Seriously, at the epilogue of my co curricular life, I would allow tears of being touched and loved fall, as much as it wish. The tear is the silhouette a fond memory of my school life! And I am seriously enjoying my secondary life.

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.G.U.Y.S.

Till then and may our path cross again!

Friends Forever =)

::LEON HA::

Tagged

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the game the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 10.22 pm
Name : Leon Ha
Sisters : 1
Brothers : nil
Shoe size :10 – 12 UK
Height : 173 cm
Where do you live : Kuching
Favourite drinks : Iced Chocolates, Iced Tea (Sharpay’s choice!)
Favourite breakfast : Authentic Asian Cuisine
Have you ever been on a plane : Yea. Just touched down few hours ago =)
Swam in the ocean : Consider Damai Beach part of an ocean?
Fallen asleep in school : Yes. During the lessons I loathe. XD
Broken someone’s heart : Abstract questions
Fell off your chair : Recently and ended up Kenny teasing me again!
Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : Yea!
What is your room like : A bed, two lamps, one wardrobe, my own washroom, three window pans, a fan and an air con XD
What’s right beside you : Phone, pencil box, calculator and Mathematics books
What is the last thing you ate : Fried chicken
Ever had Chicken pox :Yes
Sore throat : Of course and it sucks
Stitches : Yea.
Broken nose : Absolutely no!
Do you believe in love at first sight : May varies depending on situation
Like picnics : With friends, why not?
Who was/were the last person you danced with : No idea.
Last made you smile : Tan Yee.
You last yelled at : Tan Yee (virtually)
Today did you talk to someone you like : Yea. Glad they all replied.
Kissed anyone : In my dream.
Get sick : Who does not experience that before>
Talk to an ex : No ex =)
Miss someone : Yea.
Eat : Italian Cuisine
Best feeling in the world : Enjoying your own privacy and the whole world listen to you!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Nope =)
What’s under your bed : Air
What do you really hate : A lots.
What time is it now : 10.33 pm

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
1. attending elementary school
2. started learning piano and theory
3. first trip to USA
4. blur with my future – cant decide what subjects i love
5. having less trouble

5 snacks i enjoy
1. ice cream
2. chocolate
3. junk food
4. biscuits
5. cookies

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire go figure !

1. Buy a huge mansion according to my own style

2. All Maths books across the globe

3. Collection of Mercedes Benz and Louis Vuitton products

4. Travel to Italy

5. Do everything I crave!

5 of my habits

1. hallucinate too much

2. texting friends

3. do math questions

4. chatting on the phone

5. buying things i crave

5 places i have lived in

1. House (Phoning Garden, Richmond Hill, First Avenue)

2. Hotels (anywhere)

3. Damai Beach (the Ohana camp 08 and of course other time)

4. Malaysia

5. Perth

5 people i’m tagging is anyone on tag list

1. zhann

2. tan yee

3. felicia

4. amy

5. kim chern

::LEON HA::

Tagged

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY.Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged

1. How old were you when you had your first relationship ?- 17

2. Are you taken/single?- hmm.. still single but shutting the door soon. *I hope* XD

3. Do you like anyone right now?- Definitely!

4. Ever had your heartbroken?- Part of growing up =)

5. Miss anyone right now?- Yea. And it’ll be a week I cant see all my friends!

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?- Kenny Siew

7. Last person to text you?- Kenny Siew

8. Last person you saw?- Kenny Siew

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?- Bye bye! *I dropped Kenny at his house mah* XD

10. Who is top in your top friends?- Lots. Zhann, Tan Yee and Eleen. They are the best.

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?- Myself XD

12. Who do you love most?- Friends and Family

13. Ever been in love?- Part of growing up. XD

14. Who has hurt you the most?- Hmm…

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?- Yea. Both my grandmas left us in a year.

16. Are you happy?- Depends on the situation.

17. How many good friends do you have?- Abundant

18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?- Not really.

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?- Yea. I am bad =)

20. Ever been cheated on?- Of course! That’s life.

21. Ever been told someone loved you?- Those were tricks only.

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?- Nope.

23. Not meant it????- Yea.

24. What is your idea of true love?- Loving, understanding and caring.

25. Do you believe in love at first sight?- Maybe yes maybe not.

26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?- Maybe.

Leon tags:

- Zhann

- Tan Yee

- Felicia

- Vivian

- Kim Chern

- Esther

::LEON HA::

Complicated

Recently, I feel things are so complicated and sophisticated. Sometimes I crave this and the next moment my adrenaline gush may be urging me to take up another task. I know I am kinda random this post – that’s why I name this post as COMPLICATED.

Sometimes I guess we need some philosophers to explain why human beings are complicated and think beyond the boundaries until we end up incurring with pressures and stress.

Mid-Term Assessment 2 is just around the corner yet I do not feel what about it. Yea I know! Perhaps it’s the last school-based examination, last paper set by teachers of my school and sorta whatever last thing you can think of. So I am trying to try my best to score the best! Keeping finger cross. Whenever I think of reaching one’s goal, my ‘reflex action’ would be switching on my iTunes and click for Shayne Ward’s “That’s my Goal”. It is indeed a soothing a nice and relaxing song! I’ll find time (I hope so I have since 25 hours each day may seem a little inadequate for me now) to upload it either in Facebook or my dear blog here!

I dunno, but somehow I seem to find insouciance in this snap shot…

And looking at this panorama, it ignites my desire to go for vacation to far away land again…

The very insouciance I wanna savour…

Conclusion: Human Beings are Complex and Complicated!

Wish me all the best in the coming exam XD

::LEON HA::

Respect

You made decisions without considering the fact that:

* I need to study for my coming forecast examination

* My forecast examination is vital for the application for all scholarships and college and enterships

* I still have some social dinners to attend

* I have scheduled my program for the coming holidays

* You have totally scattered your damn mind that I am sitting for SPM this year!

* What is my real passion in life

* Whether I love the course I am expected to take

I DO NOT NEED A VACATION!!!

I NEED A WEEK OFF TO STUDY!!!

I WANNA DO MATHEMATICS IN UNIVERSITY LEVEL!

If you want me to respect your decision, you ought to respect my decision and choice first! Respect is something you need to earn but not by grabbing it!

Why is it wrong to choose to study at home for my mock?

Why can’t you simply listen to my opinion (which I raised earlier on) and just go ahead to make decisions for me?

Ever consider that I am actually typing this with tears streaming down my cheek?

Just for once, why cant you respect my own decision?

Reason with me why is it irrational to study something I desire?

What are the reasons for stopping my future career just because you love Science?

I Rather Run Away from This Freaking House!

Seriously.

::LEON HA::

Spread the Wings Wide!

Could you please let me spread my wings wide and without boundaries?

Let me fly to my dream world, let me chase after my own dream!

I know I can’t satisfied everyone with the decision I made. But Robert Frost’s “The Road Not Taken” reminded me of the importance of chasing after my own dream. I need to chase after my own dream. I do not want to be faltered and debilitated mentally just to satisfy my parents.

I have apathy towards Science – don’t ask me why. If you compel me to study either Biology/ Chemistry/ Physics related courses, I am gonna lead a mirthless life and I do not want that.

I guess it’s time to let me spread my wings wide and let me chase after my own dream, pursuing the pleasure I crave, grabbing hold the insouciance after battling, arguing, convincing you guys to let me study Mathematics.

I just want the insouciance and so please do not compel me anymore.

LET MY WINGS SPREAD WIDELY AND WITHOUT BOUNDARIES!

Taken from KC’s blog~

I feel so frustrated everytime we have to discuss my future course.

Please, I’ll just respond you “Mathematics“

I am now adamant and I add another phrase

“Dad and Mum, it’s time to let go and let my wings spread widely, freely and without boundaries..“

::LEON HA::

1..2..3.. and to INFINITY

Yea. Life’s being so busy until my blog got neglected without ample updates for almost 2 weeks! I know I am becoming lazy but sometimes I guess I’ve so much to catch up especially it is 2nd semester now. OMG! It means SPM is approaching sooner than ever!

Ok. So last Saturday our koperasi went to attend the award ceremony by SKM. Full of hopes we went there and seriously I instantly felt helpless and hopeless when we were announced to be the 2nd runner up only! WTF! When we finally cooled off and discussed, we realised that our koperasi’s profit plunged too much.. Thanks to the stupid former principal with his total foolishness – taking away the sales of school magazine, diary and bulletins away from us! SHIT!! He’s so irksome in many ways!

Oh ya! I drove Zhann, Cindy and Pauline home. They camwhore a lot in my car and Zhann even took pictures of me! How interesting!

Here’s the picture Zhann took and Pauline also experimented around with my iPhone…

Cindy, Pauline & Zhann

My unfailing friends & partners in Koperasi! I LOVE U GUYS!

Yup! Pauline showing off her prowess of camwhoring using my iPhone!

Draw to a conclusion = Pauline is 100% qualified to use an iPhone dy! *Invoking what Pauline mentioned the other day XD*

There are more pictures in my Facebook account and so as in Zhann’s blog. XD. FYI, Zhann credited me a 89/100 for my driving when I first drove her and Roland to tHe Spring on the same week! Whee!! Too bad Kenny marked me a 2/10 only! WTF! LOL

KIM CHERN!!

I’m trying to find time to drive you out! I know you are buzzing around and anticipating to be in my car! Yea I know! Keep waiting =) Thank u!!

Daw’s birthday, 10 July (Oops. sequence mixed up but priority not mixed up.. Koperasi comes first XD). We bought him a wallet and guessed what? Daw’s using it now! Whee! Too bad I din get a snapshot of his prexie. XD. Glad that Daw loves it.

Next, sister’s heading back to Perth today. Aww. I missed a chatting partner again! I remembered when she was here, alright we are seriously talk-a-holic. We chatted from 11pm until 2am in the morning! Freaking much? XD.

What else is in my list? I am tapping my fingers whenever I tried to ponder what had occurred for the past few weeks. XD.

Ok. My health was ailing for the past few days. First come sore throat. Followed by flu and charting the list is cough. Thank God it wasn’t A(H1N1)! Phew~

Fine.. come to resolution for the 2nd semester:

-Less time on iPod

-Less time on iPhone (I got addicted to the games)

-Less time on Facebook (compelling myself to wave goodbye to those heart-capturing & addictive games)

-More time on my books

Ok. I’m trying to do more Mathematics this month! And finish my Form 4 Biology Chapter 2 – 6 by end of next week + Form 4 History Chapter 1 – 5 by end of next week! Keep fingers cross I’m disciplined enough to follow my resoultion =)

Next, stupid Malaysia Government! They reverted teaching Math and Science back to Malay Language! WTF! They are totally like ostrich trying to bury their head under the sand when setbacks tackle! Yea. Just because the rural areas and some kiaws do not understand English doesn’t mean the other students do not understand English! I pity all those younger generation – imagine next time when they further their studies in any field.. Ask them in English, they answer you “Minta maaf.. Saya tak know lah.. I.. terlalu diMelayukan semasa di Malaysia.. (Translation: Sorry, I dunno lah.. I am too Malay-fy in Malaysia) XD.

Trust me – that’s Malaysia “BRIGHT” future.

Picture this, all those Mathematics & Science books are penned in English GLOBALLY and we are still like toads and frogs under the well – reverting to a language that only 0.000000000000000001% of the world recognises it? SHIT.

Alright, I’m seriously in love with…

Yea! Wilber Pan! He’s so handsome and adorable!

What more to say bout his voice and songs?!!

I AM TOTALLY MAD ABOUT WILBER PAN!!

XD

Yea. I still have lots of things to blabber out until as what I’ve mentioned in my title.. INFINITY. So I am gonna update them bits by bits although I know that as time elapses more things would be happening and I’ve got to update them. Well, take it as the colourful part of my life then! XD

Have a Nice Day!

P/s: Leon dreams of going to Rome and Milan this year end for a vacation! Grant my wish!

::LEON HA::